CALMDOWN – Honest the Movie (MUSIC ART DOCUMENTARY)

CALMDOWN – Honest the Movie (MUSIC ART DOCUMENTARY)


”This City makes me fucking crazy . ”This City makes me fucking crazy It is so boring It is full of shops shops shops and empty pockets It is full of shops shops shops and empty pockets Who is going to buy all of this shit? One thing is sure. THE NATURE The nature will take it all one day . But not with money It will take it with water , with storm with earthquakes and then It will come back to you and ask ”Who is the fucking boss now? Who has the power ?” …Nature said and swallowed everything . The whole album is based on One-Takes, not 100% but is based on One Takes and it was created in about one Month and i went through the whole process to answer the question and i went through the whole process to answer the question how honest is actually a ”musician” with what he/she creates the feelings , to catch, let’s say the first feeling, or the first idea that comes to your mind while creating a song or whatever. ehm but in the course of time the whole process became much more interesting apart from just catching the artist’s first feeling, it also documented a series of events that happen in our lives. Those eyes seem to me so confused . Those eyes seem to me so confused . This little brain is not anymore in normal use . This little brain is not anymore in normal use . This little brain is not anymore in normal use . What are you thinking about you holly beauty ? What are you thinking about you holly beauty ? What are you thinking about you holly beauty ? What are you thinking about my little butterfly? What are you thinking about my little butterfly? What are you thinking about my little butterfly? Who put that wall in front of you ? Who put that wall in front of you ? Who took the light away from your eyes ? Who took the light away from your eyes ? Who took the light away from your eyes ? Who stole that salty flavour from your mouth and you can taste Who stole that salty flavour from your mouth and you can taste nothing else than bitterness ? Open that colourfull wings Open that colourfull wings you use to have and fly and come here to my place and i ll give you some chocolate and wine then we can walk away to enjoy the sun and the light then we can walk away and jump in bubbles and fly . Fly Fly Aniretak This is (the) HIDE the hiding, the mask Actually, i wrote it because of a friend, but it has to do with more things than that. It has to do with this mask, that we somehow wear, not feeling well in our own body. We have a mask and we can’t see clear. Somehow it doesn’t fit! with what we want and we are sad or … black out! I don’t KNow! It’s all about that! Of course! It is just a phase, that is why i told you that the whole process is really interesting because you know, It’s life, you are born, nature is actually born and then we are in it and then comes this process, our development, so to speak. You are lost because you want something else in your life than what you have been told you are supposed to do, and those two things collide, they don’t fit together. Your will with somebody else’s will, or Parents Will. You know what i mean? But of course someday, at some point, the mask will fall. THE CRYING
it is like Catharis, when we are lost we must somehow clear what is … .ehmm, that what … , FUCK, i also forgot my Greek now, Eros is mainspring, like they used to say in the Mythologie, that first things existed was the Earth, Chaos (SKY) and Eros and Eros was the driving force that brought Earth and SKY ( URANOS) or different said CHAOS, together and World(COSMOS) was created. Eros is the passion , the feelings you can not describe . Is a colourful trip but at the same time you feel bad as hell . You cry You cry without reason , you feel and hear butterflies . Your mouth has always the taste of an ice – Scream . When you kiss is so sweet . Eros is the start love comes after love comes after Eros is the start love comes after EROS Eros is a kinky naughty motherfucker like you Who smiles while you start getting lost and you follow him without words , without talking up on clouds and he laughs with this smile , full of confidence . EROS EROS EROS Eros is a sweet sweet sweet mother fucker like you LIKEYOU LIKE YOU Eros is a sweet sweet sweet mother fucker like you Eros is the start love comes after Eros is the start love comes after . EROS If you don’t have a soul or if you lost your soul you can no longer live. You must find something that brings you joy and you can talk about it or i whatever..! I read something, i made some thoughts and then i wrote something about it. No soul, no party for example, it had to do with Greece and the Greek Economical Crisis, that actually MONEY and SOUL don’t fit together, we don’t have to lose our SOUL because of money, the song is all about that. Imagine you sit on a table, some eating with golden spoons and some other with plastic ones it is like a Party you don’t have spoons for everybody, you know? One will give you plastic, the other one silver i don’t know but because you have a plastic spoon you will not ruin the whole party. LIfe, life , Life, life Is a party Life life life Life life life
Is a party Life is a party anyway , Some eating with golden spoons , some others with plastic ones . How will you revel ? Will you be the one that grumbles constantly because everything could be better or will you be the one that enjoys and have fun with that what he has ? Because you know , even the rich one grumbles because he is eating next to a poor . Don t be a rich pocket , be a rich soul Because you know life is a party and without soul there is no party at all. Don t be a rich pocket , be a rich soul Because you know life is a party and without soul there is no party at all. Don t be a rich pocket , be a rich soul Because you know life is a party and without soul there is no party at all. Don t be a rich pocket , be a rich soul Because without soul there is no party at all. Life, life Life , life Is a party Life life life life life life Is a Party ”Behind their grievous walls, is now where our friends are found. They don’t think of us, that’s why they never laugh. Suffocating in their fictitious
comradeship they only look at the sun when they want to cry.”

Taf.Pi and then comes this PAUSE , where you have… pffff …. completely no Destination. and you are standing there and you ask yourself: ”DUDE where that hell am i going?” Well then you are lost This PAUSE is actually a very important one. We realise this much later. In the beginning, when it happens for the first time we hit the panic button or we are afraid or… but it is actually very interesting It is BORING you don’t know what is going to happen but then you have a solution. You have the solution and in this case i say ” This is why i sing”, but it could be also be ” why i paint” or whatever. It could be plenty of things, because everything has its own… ( recorder falls on the ground ) oh sorry…. everybody can speak through something. I don’t know . It could be playing
footbal or riding a bike… ”Did i break it ?” (Talking about the recorder) Cameraman : No. Everything is fine! and …. yeah… do you understand what i mean? and yes then you have a voice! Then you find something that fits you. That’s all the Ep is about! and it is so interesting because it all started all of a sudden, you know like everything in life, everything happened all of a sudden, you didn’t plan it! I sing because i feel , i sing what i want I feel because i sing , i feel composed And i know And i know and i know and i know that i sing for the moment , i sing for a solution i sing because i have problems , i sing just to solve them Because then I know what i feel and i know why i sing and i know what I want and i know what to solve I sing because I am free I sing what I can I sing for me and it seems so effective I sing for you and i sing for me and it seems so effective and it feels so relaxing

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